Friday, November 2, 2012

two can keep a secret if one of them is dead

helloooo november~!

oh god. i havent written and forever! hello hello~ if you are here reading this, you are either a: one of those few who i gave this new link to, or b: someone who is determined to find this page since i changed this a few while ago--granted i threw the link around to see who cared enough or nosy enough to take a peek into this corner of mine. thank you thank you, whoever you are, for reading this--whether youre a friend or not. 

oh by the way! apparently, it has come to my attention that i've pulled some nerves with a previous post. well really, im going on a limb here and assume that it's me she's talking about.

hee~

it would take me a while for me to get over that. ah hah~ blood~ i see blooood~ let me laugh for a bit. youre too obvious girl. how many public, self-proclaimed witches are there around anyway? so im gonna assume thats no coincidence. you really wanted me to see that didnt you? trust me, i honestly want to copy your thoughts and paste it somewhere for my safekeeping! im so flattered. look, im even blushing. eeeee~! god im so giddy. by the way, im not mad. im not even sarcastic about this. im really amused~ thanks for making my night.

i actually planned on not reacting on it but just to be polite since she took some time to react to me, i'd do the same for her. first, if she's indeed ranting about me ranting about her, i'd say she's wrong because i never ranted about any particular person in this blog so far. i ranted about society and a group as a whole, yeah, but not a singular person. i also never assumed im superior over anyone, in fact ive accepted that im a very insecure person, thank you very much. but really, this topic has long been over and it should be down in the basement rotting or gathering mold somewhere.

oh by the way, the world that i crave to be part of? i am part of it, have been for almost a year now. and it's a world not many would understand--and i like to keep it that way. if this makes me weird then so be it. i know who i am, what i can do, and who i can be.

aaaaanyway, moving on.

i havent been able to write on my blog the past few days because my cousin came over for a week and she has been using my laptop. im on my sembreak and im spending most of it sleeping or out and about, just spending time with people i care about and having some leisure time.

speaking of leisure time, my cousin is almost like my little sister. so when she came over, we decided to get our nails done and make some leche flan~! it was fun on it's own. but what's noteworthy is when we went to moa with j. so there's the three of us. as usual, food tripping is a given. mang inasal for lunch and dippin dots, swensen's and sushi inbetween. anyway, im not sure if i mentioned it but ive been forming an addicting habit with playing technika in timezone in moa. so inbetween food tripping, there's me playing technika, me and my cousin playing dance maniax, and me, j, and my cousin playing billiards. we got home around midnight--though it was unfortunate that we werent able to follow the tradition of spending some time near the sea before going home. that was last october 29. and with me and j just being in moa last oct. 20, it's understandable that im broke. hah.


for all saints/souls day, my mom, cousin and i went to the cemetery yesterday to visit my sister's grave. my cousin went back to their place earlier this morning and so did my mom so i got the house mainly to myself now--as well as my internet. so maybe i'll get to return to watching gossip girl and stuff!

i still have one more week left with my sembreak and i'll be enrolling on monday or tuesday, depending on when i'll get the money. i still havent gotten my grades from last sem since im too lazy to go to school to fix my clearance. well, i'll get that done before wednesday--since my class will be having our retreat! man, im finally a senior now huh? one more sem left! 

hello world, here i come~!!

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