when you've fallen so far down that the only way left is up

i honestly have no idea how many times ive used that line.

i havent been able to write and update this blog. ive no time and too many pending posts to be honest--however the topic of this post is too.. major.. to just ignore.

so let me just say it--

im not going to graduate this april.

and it's not my fault. its not because i failed any subjects or dropped any. i didnt neglect any of my subjects. 

everything was supposed to go smoothly. everything was supposed to go as planned.

the troubles i had to go through along with my group during thesis time, is nothing compared to this. the signature that we needed--and got--the hardships to get it. at least at that point, we had a chance of winning the fight--which we did. we believed then that after that we experienced the worst, and we would be able to graduate.

i believed it myself.

the reason behind my situation right now, is not my fault but because of the school's management. so let me tell you what happened.

four years ago, i enrolled in my current college. i was a transferee. i had a few credited subjects--along with those subjects they credited was four minor subjects that were considered failed in my old college. however, in my current college, the failing grade for my old college, was still a passing grade for my current college.

they credited it and i was able to enroll the subjects that followed. 

i reached my fourth year, my supposedly last year.

i checked my requirements yesterday, planning, hoping to clear any requirements needed, only to find out that the four subjects they credited before three years ago, were suddenly invalid.

so my situation now stands. i wont be able to graduate this year because of a mistake i didnt make. one more year--that's one more year. i could handle it, i could. but i need support.

support, that's all i need. and understanding.

this is not my fault. im just a victim of mismanagement.

please understand that.