disclaimer 1: the entry in this post is my opinion and mine alone. respect it or get out. i also do not claim that my opinion is the right one, but it is my belief. i am not going to trample on anyone else's opinion but this is my corner of the internet and i can say what i want--im not writing for the readers or to gather comments, so if you have any comments or violent reactions to this post, well, stick it in a juice and suck it. also, this is just self expression, what i write here, i will leave here and i will not be carrying it with me to shove it into other people's faces later on. okay. thank you. i will write this and move on promptly afterwards. forget and let go.
disclaimer 2: yes i am aware that the title of this blog post is a title of a book-turned-movie. and no, i havent read or watched it yet, maybe i will check it out, maybe i wont. but yeah, i wont be talking about the actual book/movie here, but nevertheless, it fits.
moving on to the actual content of this post.
can i just say, people need to get off their fucking pedestal and realize that they are nobody. they are noone. i am noone. we are noone. we are a part of a society as a whole and at the end of the day, we all go to sleep cause we are tired because we are flesh and bones and humans and flawed.
get that through your goddamned skulls.
personally speaking, i consider myself a very passive member of my community. issues arise, they come and go, but i no longer care to take a major part of them unless i am straightly involved--and often times, im not--because of my choice to stay in the background. it allows me to survey the situation better without worrying which side to take--because i am not expected to. im just the fly on the wall you know? and i think it's better that way.
no one cares to notice those who arent pushing their way into the main picture. this means you are left alone with your thoughts without the pressure of sharing your thoughts of the majority. no one would care if youre against them either--cause to them, youre no one. well to me, they are no one as well. merely acquaintances that i have to coordinate with in this stage of my life. they will go just as they came and we all just have to accept that. only a fair few of people will actually stay with you through the course of your life--so why care about the others? why invest so much emotions that will just lay to waste several years later? answer: you dont. you dont unless you want to lose your identity just so you can be a part of the majority.
no thanks. i like myself.
but do you know what i dont like? people who think too much of themselves--so much so that they turn a blind eye to what is real and what is right. people who got their nose up too high that they cannot see the rock that lay in front of their feet, until they stumble and fall to the ground--by then they are already wounded and full of regrets. well, unless you are fucking god, i dont think you have the right to think youre any better than any other human in the frickin planet. i dont--in fact i think im insignificant with insignificant thoughts--but they are my thoughts and these thoughts make up who i am. it is my right to think this way--but it is not my right to disrespect and step on other people.
it is no one's right to deny other people the respect they deserve.
because in the end, we all are reduced to ashes. we are all the same. doesnt matter whether person a is booksmart and person b is streetsmart. doesnt matter whether you have a superior iq and the other doesnt. the issue here is humanity--being humane.
equality--giving due credit to those who deserve it.
but here's a tip: it's better to be underestimated than to overestimate yourself.
im usually passive. quiet. but you have no idea how loud my mind is. screaming at the injustice and wrongness that is surrounding me right now.
im not taking any sides here, like i said, im just a fly on the wall. all i have is my side. a side which may or may not be of importance to anyone else. but at least im me enough to stand my ground and state my opinion.
dont call me a coward for expressing all this in here--a safe haven, a sanctuary, a face hidden, safe behind the screen of my laptop. im not. what i am, is choosing the battles i fight in. for i see no reason to fight a losing battle. who am i? i am no one. i am simply girl with her own ideas--a single entity with no desire to go against a hive with a single mindset.
im not suicidal.
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