i am plagued by my own demons. demons who stare at me in the face and i know i shouldn't give in to them. but i cant help myself. im too weak to resist. i dont want to do this anymore. i want to get out.
i need help to do so.
i need someone help me.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i will just end up ruining everything in the end.
and knowing it beforehand makes everything much worse.
i know i have the power to stop it. to change. but i cant find it in me.
help.
