Friday, August 31, 2012

and so i return once more.

well look who's back.

it's been more than a year since i last ran a blog--though i really rather you dont go there, its just a bunch of childish thoughts and random memories that would hold no relevance to anyone unless youre me. i honestly dont even remember why i stopped blogging on my other--now dead--blog. i dont really have any solid reason for wanting to start another one, in fact im still a bit skeptical on my ability to hold this up for long, seeing as i get distracted a lot and often forget to update such things. but i suppose its not going to be a pain.. maybe.

im not expecting a lot of followers for this one, i never did. i dont write for popularity, but merely for self expression. so as a starting post, this will be a reminder that this blog is not for impressing anyone, nor pleasing anyone. in here, my opinions are free, so if for some unknown reason, someone who isnt me, nor an invited reader, finds this blog, im not responsible for any emotions this might incite.

...thats assuming i get readers, which i really rather not have right now. readers complicate things. more so followers. too demanding for me. been there, done that, not fun. if anything, it's a pressure.

anyway, according to my last blog, i last posted something substantial back in march 2011. been a long time since then. too much things have happened. so lets try to cover up as much as i can remember.

  • march 2011
    • passed my second year in college
  • april 2011
    • most probably i went over to my cousins' for vacation. unfortunately, there's not much to remember.
  • june 2011-onwards
    • start of third year. first sem, here comes the experimental research--a mini thesis of sorts. also joined this year's cheering competition for our college, been fun. a lot of stress from our research with late night cheering practices made me lose a lot of weight. yay for me~
  • september 30-october 1, 2011
    • met someone on a fellow cheerdancer's debut party. got drunk. out late. was brought home by that someone, a "stranger" i met that night. well, little did i know, that stranger would turn out to have a big impact on my life. there's too much to tell about him it's impossible to figure out where it all started. a hint: apparently, this goes back to a dream we had seven years ago.
  • october 2011
    • gone on my first date. ever. surprised? hah. j started courting me around this time as well as showing me things that i didnt know were real before--not that i didnt hope. it seems life didnt disappoint me this time. well, it certainly did add some flair in my otherwise boring and plain life.
    • went over to my cousins' again. had an encounter i didnt expect and shouldnt have ignored. yeah, im talking about s. too much skepticism i guess.
  • november 2011
    • hello second semester. it was a fun semester and definitely one that i will remember. aside from the regular responsibilities in class--like that seminar in industrial psychology--i've experienced late night sessions with a group of friends i didnt think i'd grow close to. learned a lot of things too.
  • december 2011
    • 12/07/11 - im officially taken by j. no regrets there.
    • also the first time i didnt spend christmas at home or with any relatives. it was surprisingly pleasant.

  •  february 2012
    • i turned 21. boo. anyway, yeah i noticed i skipped january, but only because not much happened then. at least, nothing that i can remember..
  • march 2012
    • ohai, survived third year in college. hello vacation~
    • spent vacation at my cousins' with j. too many memories and events to note, but the trip was generally nice and i would like to repeat it again.
    • oh. a highlight from that vacation? taking another table's cheesecake in starbucks. i dont think i'll be forgetting that event anytime soon, if ever.
  • april - may 2012
    • ojt begins. so much for enjoying my vacation. well, ojt was fun too. kinda.  
  • june 2012 - july 2012
    • senior year in college. my last year (hopefully). tons of stress because of our thesis paper, its not that bad though, but we're trying. also, im made features page editor of my college's newspaper staff. so yay~
  • august 2012
    • 08/18/2012 - i bought my new phone: Sam, or Sammy, whichever, which is a Samsung Galaxy S3. Sam. Go figure. Also went on a date once more with j, along with tenshi. had an eat-all-you-can from a japanese restaurant and had too much sushi. bought four books too--which at the moment i still havent opened since i discovered free books via an app for my phone. i kinda feel guilty but i do plan to buy the books i downloaded if i liked them. 
so that's an update in my life. mn.. i really need to finish some documents that's nearing deadline. yet im here procrastinating on my new blog. oh well. shiny.

till next time~